Dan Sicoli
Dan Sicoli is the author of two poetry chapbooks from Pudding House Publications, Pagan Supper (2002) and the allegories (2004). In addition to co-editing literary magazine Slipstream (web page: www.slipstreampress.org), his poems have appeared in numerous litmags, e-zines, anthologies, and poetry audio recordings including Chiron Review, Comet Halley, Blue Fifth Review, Bathtub Gin, Open Wide Magazine, 2River, Rockzilla.net, Peshekee Review, Atomic Petals, All Shook Up: Collected Poems About Elvis, La Bella Figura: A Choice, Re)verb, Italo-American and Italo-Canadian Poets, American Contemporary Headcheese, and Jack Hammer Lobotomy. He has been twice nominated for the Pushcart Prize.
Recently, he has explored mixing poetry with audio sounds with other artists, and released a CD of audio poetics, along with musician Joe Malvestuto, entitled Close That Cellar Door! (2004). He is also a member of Ice 9, a local poetry performance group.
of our complete diaspora
i wanna go back before a caucus of crows
pitted the unarmed sky
and the sun became a dreary and perpetual companion
i wanna hear the way they do
i wanna touch the machinist
of a thief's mind
get my hands full of the grease mud
full of the time blood
full of the powder soot
full of the shiny precious
full of the ephemeral ghost
our mother was a flightless angel
exempt from celebration
where is the fruit of thy womb?
i wanna go back to new year's day
find a haven from which to launch
disaster's flare from the fuming soul
of malcolm x
turn spotlight on carnivale
breathe the caustic scent of animal
dig greedy fingers into yielding flesh
then abandon recognition for mountain cave
buried under gravy sky
all for camera so enormous
eyes become genetic failures
i wanna go back and douse the guitars
with stolen gasoline
in a ritual ancient as memory of the last war
i've seen red light ignored by guardians
i've heard them exploit unoriginal language
first uttered in our childhood
adopted trains are coursing through a polluted country
where i once recited it's name
amphetamine rain slaps our streets
like stunted dervish ballerinas
i wanna go back to new year's day
and try out for the team
i'm not quite ready to
ignite the dugout
there's no sadness in letting another
heart throb in pain
let the muscle ache
let the music work it
i wanna go back to new year's day
hide out in the finest hour
where days fall away like bread crumbs
and are then covetously consumed by instinct
where counting of moons is arithmetic
where birthing of child is religion
where science is a hot ray of sun
burning early morning papers
into ashes to be swept away in drainage streams
our liquid is lightning
to the collared sea
our fins have long deserted us
now only the primitive and uneducated drown in water
there is always talk
as coffee's aroma rises over
magnified radios and we skillfully
scoff obvious movements
allowing cancer to skulk unseen
through pageant's meandering sores
i wanna go back to new year's day
forgetting that even my name
was taken from tampered equations
i wanna go back to new year's day
and yank on the reins
of the mammoth flagpole
i wanna shimmy up the monuments
sit in ol' abe's lap
kiss the world and make it cry, sad captain
i wanna go back to new year's day
before cartel
before television
before hollywood
before extermination
before tammany hall
before gutenberg
before exploitation
before monarch
before currency
before sparking flint
before wooly mammoth
before cockroach
before ocean
before eve of eve
before the creature of the atom
what will it take
to understand there's nothing
nothing
up there but sleep
and a wild engine of dust
floating worms for a beam of terminal star lust
